A Piece of Dust in the Great Sea of Matter
Six years ago, I suffered an injury that instigated my interest in depictions of the body. I began researching images of the human figure in the landscape. After wading through historical and contemporary works depicting passive female figures, exposed to the elements and unnaturally posed against landscape backdrops, I set out to make images that critically engage conventional aesthetic associations between women and nature. With members of my community, including fellow artists, colleagues, and former roller derby teammates as subjects, I began making photographs of women and gender-nonconforming people in landscapes that I wanted to see.
The title for the project, A Piece of Dust in the Great Sea of Matter, is an amalgam of textual fragments extracted from The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath. I read these journal entries throughout my rehabilitation, finding resonance between Plath’s continuous expression of feeling confined and women’s confinement through representation. The photographs illustrate a desire to engage with the natural world through intentional, subject-driven participation. In contrast to traditional figure studies or portraits, this work follows a series of leading characters through natural spaces, such as forests, lakes, prairies, and coastlines. The relationship between these protagonists and their experiences of their surroundings is grounded in their individual physicality. Some ignore the camera and others perform for it, but they all demonstrate their agency as subjects by actively inhabiting these places–often integrated within the landscape, at times becoming engrossed with, struggling against, or even finding refuge in, their surroundings.